so fix her to your liking.

I want to be something great, somebody worth knowing, a daughter worth having.
I envision something great, it's always that kind of bright white light and a distant feeling- but thats the very essence of greatness that I can envision. At times like this, I just want to let life take its course to bring me where it wants to, but I desire that inner me to bring me somewhere great.

I can't rely on people to bring me there. The romantic in me sometimes feel that sharing the bliss would be awesome, but I suppose no one person can really have the same reason for living. Its the little differences that eventually lead people to do different things.

So I want to be something great, somebody worth knowing, a daughter worth having.

readings are boring. (looks away)

haha i just checked my nus account and theres
a note from dearest dr rai and it just made me smile.
cause I admit i love my bangla mod very very much
maybe cause we have a superfun class and i have great groupmates
(crazy 1 day prep project nyahah) so the point is,
he made my day! HAA.

no la i just wanted to show a sign im well and alive.
2 more to go. -_-

oh ya so consider ssa2219 okay. second sem 2008/09. =D

oh we have a new addition to the family, a baby bird.
ma picked it up since its small frail and cant fly.
but it nearly drowned in my toilet bowl. fish? HA.
i want a kitten. someone surprise me with one okay, i'll love you to death.

what else what else..
oh i broke a parfait glass yday. HAHA. spoon got stuck at my sleeves then down it went.
and mat was complaining "sakit sial" to which i nicely said
"eh kena eh? sorry eh tak sengaja"
mat- "ah takper takper.."
mat's gf/wive- *glares*
mat- *continues rubbing and saying it hurts*
me- "eh kena eh? sorry tau. bukan sengaja seh. baik2 situ ada kaca kay."
wife- *continued staring*
me- *mumbles* "gasak la. tak sakit sudah." *runs to kitchen wahahha*

and the point being, kalau sakit admit jer la. actually, i dont know why i got slightly annoyed. kay nevermindd.

psych paper? HAHAHAHAHA. so not my calling la.
half and hr into it i was sleepy. -_-

last samurai.

oh yes ivle. tskk, why did i babble so much for?
done.

Cause I just can't look(at people whos done with school)
its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy(cause i want my freedom as well),
turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay(for not mugging months in advance)
Destiny is calling me(im screwed for this sem)
Open up my eager eyes(not really, im really sleepy)
'Cause I'm MrMs Brightside.(I WISH.)

'nuff said.

oh goddd while im here complaining and complaining how i miss this miss that
muka macam tak tido 10yrs bla3
guess who paid me a surprise visittt!
GUESS LAAAA!!
hanna!!
fresh from swens with bau icecream.
and she brought me my fav caramel mint and yam and brownie for the ma!
(eh why my ma get more stuffs ahahha!)
BUT YAYYYY!
even though im not properly dressed and stuffs with muka mugger bacin
but thanks love. =)) made my night lors!
so sent her to tamp, drove back home(been ages since i drive larrr)
and here i am with caramel mint in hand.
love ittt.

okay back to the bangla mod.

"oh, surprise blom datang eh?
AHAHAHAHAH.

i miss working. i miss scooping icecream. i miss drinking
straw+mango+soda water. i miss micros. babi laaa.
so, right at this moment will i send my schedule. HWAAHWAA!

1 down 4 to go.
after this week, new media and tourism!!
mug for tourism cause i love tc.
ohh psych gonna kill me. everyone is saying 2 days not enough to mug for psych.
thankkkkksssss ehhh.
yessa, my fault la.
nevermind, i hope soci is the right calling.
HA.
now wheres my redbull.